Sometimes in life things just "aren't meant to be" sure you aim a bit too high, bit too far. But you realise these were rather stupid aspirations "I want a be a dog when I grow up" was my favourite, slightly out of my reach sadly It seem's a much easier life.
Sometimes you are scared to reach out to even attempt these dreams or ambitions in case you fail, a sort of "I wont get there...lets just leave it at that and not waste anyone's time" I understand exactly how you feel/felt because thats exactly how I feel. I have wanted to do so many things in my life, I've been lucky enough to actually have a shot at some and one I still regret to this day.
Take the one dream that you think is in your reach, what do you have to do to achieve it? Move? get a job to help fund it? travel far to get there? well I say, Do what ever you can do. The joy you will have from the sense of achievement alone should be a major incentive. Imagine waking up in the morning and wanting to go to work, loving your job.
Now I myself as a lover of comedy would not exactly kill but heavily disfigure for a shot at it. TV or film, acting, writing or performing. These are the things that I believe I would love to do, whether or not I could do these is another matter, for the audience to judge, or at this stage those around me.
Writing, or simply getting my thoughts out is one of the only things that keep's me sane. I cannot simply keep my mouth shut, I've tried gaffa tape and super glue to no avail. My mind must have its say, or rather my mouth must say what my mind cannot. Sometimes it is better for me to just keep quiet or at least stop at a certain point. Is this the point to end it now? no, or perhaps yes, I do keep going until the point has left your mind as to what I was referring to in the first place.
I do hope you enjoyed reading this, hopefully it helps you think or at least takes up some of your time when you are bored. I await comments or feedback or anything your want to contribute. @MackemAB on twitter.
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